There's that girl. One day you met her and little did you know how fast she'd settle into your mind. You start noticing everything about her: the way she sighs when she gets impatient, the way she flips her hair as she walks, the way she smiles at nothing at all. You think she's beautiful and smart and lovely. Your heart always beats faster around her. She's the kind of girl you would take home to mom. You watch her sometimes (but not in that creepy way). You get nervous around her but you know how to make her laugh. And boy, do you love making her laugh. Her eyes crinkle and her laugh always sounds so pleasant, and even when she accidently snorts you still love it. But you never tell her.
You'd do anything for this girl. You've seen her cry. You've seen her hurt, and you've gotten angry because you know she doesn't deserve it. Perhaps you've even been the one to wipe away her tears. You'd do anything to make her happy. You'd never hurt this girl. But you never tell her.
Everytime one of those love songs come on, you think of her. Maybe you go through a couple of relationships but none of those girls compare. You'd rather hold her hand, kiss her forehead, look into her eyes. She's still the one in your dreams. But you never tell her.
You don't mind that when she rides in your car, she constantly changes the station. You don't mind that she calls you late at night right when you're about to fall asleep; you'd talk to her at any time of the day cause you love her. You know all sorts of things about her down to the way she got that scar on her elbow in the fifth grade cause you listen to everything she says. It's the only time you ever listen: when she talks. But you never tell her.
So much time is lost from words left unsaid. One day you wake up and realize its too late. So.. tell her. <3
Oh wow, seems to me you know how a boy acts when he's in love. A girl wondered how boy's acted when they're in love and I couldn't tell her, maybe i should direct her this way.
ReplyDeleteBut that was moving. :)
Thank you MinhT :)
ReplyDeletekool, so you blog now
ReplyDeleteYup I sure do. Been blogging since August actually.
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