Something Worth Holding On To.

Last night I was thinking about relationships and how much they change over time. At the beginning, shit is amazing, you know? You're in that so-called "honeymoon" phase where you're all lovey dovey and what not, there's nothing to argue about, and you're just so happy to be together. But what starts happening? Eventually, you're going to have some kind of disagreement. And its good! You don't want to be with someone who always things exactly like and agrees with everything you say or vice-versa cause let me tell you, that shit gets real old real quick. So arguing sometimes is good. At the same time though, you want to learn to work through things so that you can develop a solid, strong relationship.

When I first started talking to my boyfriend, I was still haunted by what I experienced in my previous relationship. If I had known then what I know now, I wouldn't have been so damn tough to talk to. But alas, we learn, right? How can I even begin to explain the many ways that he's changed me? For those of you who know me, know how difficult I can be. I have a tendency to be impatient, short- tempered and moody among other things. And I'm touched that he accepts me and adores me just the way I am. Cause I sure as hell don't know how many other guys can do that.

Having said all that, I know we're going to have rough moments. All couples do; we're humans and its only natural. But I'd like to think we're both going to make an effort to make this work. Honestly, this guy is really special to me. For a while I was thinking I wouldn't find what I wanted, but I've found it in him. So. To all you young loves out there looking to get through the rough moments: The important thing is bringing whatevers bothering you out in the open and talking about it, getting through it. If you're like me, and leave stuff bottled up inside you until one day you explode, well that shit just isn't going to cut it. There should never be any reason for you to not be able to say whats on your mind. If the person you're with cares about you enough for you to both work through it, everything will be fine.

K&E <3