There's This Guy I Know...

He's actually my best friend. We had classes together in high school from the time we were fourteen years old, but I don't think he liked me very much that first year. I wouldn't have liked me very much either. I saw some old pictures, and he's right. I did look kind of bitchy. Time changes everything, though, and we became best friends. I don't want to get into the whole story cause it still hurts to remember everything that happened, but long story made short: We got into a relationship, broke up, everything changed. We've had our ups and downs. Huge ups; huge downs. And still, our friendship has been strong enough to withstand every single thing that has come our way. He's amazing. He's funny and nerdy and sweet. He makes me mad sometimes but I get over it quickly cause I can't stay mad at him. I can count on him for anything, and I know he'll be there. He's the only person who has ever seen me cry with raw pain pouring out of my heart. And, people, I'm talking about those ugly tears that won't stop falling no matter what you do. I just want him to know I love him. No matter what. I don't care if I have to constantly remind him of it. Because people like him are hard to find. Why would I want to give that up?

So now... I'm moving away. And one of the things that's already hurting the most is thinking of the wonderful people of my life that I'll no longer see. He's one of those people. I want our friendship to stay strong. I feel like crying just talking about this cause I know so many things are going to change. I'm going to miss him and a few other people that have been there for me at my best and worst moments. But this post is about him. I know he's going to read this. I want him to know I'm always going to be there. <3